A Lttle Blast From The Past,,

sometime we dont need a big blast to remind something sweet...

we dont need a luxurious gift just to keep all the sweet stuff inside ..

a little thing will bring u back to the past..


since last few days,, been preparing my breakfast

a cup of milk tea, two pieces wholegrain with Giant choco chunk

accompanied by easy-listening play list

and some "ancient" fashion magazines


then my heart whispering,,, " i think i missed something,,"


oh.. i realized

no more student

no more " kos-kosan"

no more college schedule

no more,,, not anymore

all i can do is just

just walk with those sweet memories



and i have to admit that i miss my real companion, Gita who loves to come to my room just to have breakfast together and we pretended like we were at Gramercy,,,

ahahaha,,,,

waar blijft de tijd huh???

Anotther Love Drama

maybe u were right,,

sooner or later.. i will feel it..

and.. ,maybe u were right

sooner or later i have to loose it

and maybe u just right...

sooner or later u will go for it...


but maybe u don't know it right..

that it was all late

even sooner or later there's nothing better..

and.. maybe i was right..

:'(











**another love drama already ruin my lovely early mornin on saturday 30 May 10...

another love drama already learn me more.. be real more than we were...

and i don't want another love drama,,

at least until i become a real one to you..

if loving you is wrong i don't wanna be right

last week.. I was turning Blue..

suffering, missing, and crying

something tore inside my heart



last week my world ruined by you

i am not sure that i am dreaming

or is it called a B-R-O-K-E-N-H-E-A-R-T ??






a week comes and a week goes..

u tell me u love me

u miss me and you

you don't know what to do



let me help you boy..

please don't tell me a lie just to make me smile

it's better telling the truth and make me cry..



and now..everyday life goes on like

" i am not supposed to love you"

"i am not supposed to care"

" i am not supposed to live my life wishing you there"

" I am Not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do.."


yeah,, i don't have to..

but.. sorry i cannot help it

i'm in love with you in a very unusual way..



i know.. the broken heart can be pieced back together

it might be a heart again

but it is still a broken one..

just be honest and we'll be healed ..!!!