Kaleidoscope 2009

A new year comes and the new year goes.. This year I celebrated the eve at Jakarta. And it was totally different with the eve party in Bali where I usually celebrated it. But what I would tell you was not about which party was the best or whatever,, just check it out.


When I was waiting for the countdown to 2010, I was having an unserious conversation about something with my bestie, Gita. We were at La Codefin, Kemang and the crowd was getting more and more crowded and our conversation kept going hotter and hotter.

“ well, seems like everything goes too fast and 2010 is coming now ,I just..hhmm.. there’s nothing left for me in this year, nothing special..” Gita said with her slow-mo style

Actually, I would like to argue her but I couldn’t because seemed like a re-wind push-button switched-ON my memories automatically and the process turned the other push-button off so that made me peace in a silence. Well,, I tried to understand anything which happened in my life this year.


Everyone has their own histories and If Gita had a monotone one but not me.. I had the various colors in 2009. Let me show you a little Kaleidoscope of my track in 2009:

• January 2009
There was nothing special in this early year ,, as usual I spent ma holiday in my hometown and everything was fine as always... it was the fine new beginning

• February 2009
The college was just begin and we were about to make a sweet escape to Bandung . Silly but unfortunately And we did it. Our trip was not fancy but crazy, too short but too hot and sure.. even just only 3 days we had a lot of fun. ,well I knew now,, where do we go was not really important but with whom.. together with them was such a priceless treasure for me.
We had a very good times there,, lets make the sequel this year besties!!

(wooopps,, we missed Tia en ichy in this Pic )




• March 2009
Since the class run, my heart moved faster because there was a fat hope that has made my life in trouble. I lost the appetite, I couldn’t focus on my lessons and I couldn’t even sleep for an hour just because of that only hope. Thanks God, the” Only Hope Drama” had a very happy ending and I didn’t wait in vain for that. The hope found the answer on Friday morning: Galih, Marcell, Eka, Yeni and me were the winners to spend the next summer break on July in Holland for free..oowh finally we won it. This present is one of prestigious scholarships for those who has been studying hard to be the big 5.


To hear those kind of announcement was beautiful moment indeed but you know what was the most beautiful one? The answer was when you heard your mom and dad cried based on his their happiness and proud of their kids,, Thanks God,, you gave me the chance to make them happy,, criminally happy


• April 2009
After I had the answer of my only hope, the other wishes came true simultaneously . I started my business with my ex sist-in law, and then I had many shows with my new music team, well I could said that from this month I did make a lot of money and you know what did it mean??,, my euro trip would be perfect 
By the end of this month,, Anind, Gita and me attended an annual event of the Queen’s day of the Netherland. It was special because it was our first time (Thanks for the iny Mv Eva:)



• May 2009
Everything happened for a reason and so did I, attended the queen’s day for one special reason,,the queen’s day gave me someone and he made me addicted to him,, ooh silly me and we had a great time before he left Indonesia (it was too short : )


• June 2009
Final exams did cost a lot of energy and this time and nothing more to say


• July 2009
July was like a fruit punch. This month consist of various essences :, illness, sadness and happiness . The beginning of the month was killing me softly because I was sick and that made me totally bed rest. Then in the middle of the month even though I was sad because my sweet sist Putri would live miles apart, I was also supper happy for her wedding. I should say,, this month ended beautifully because the departure of my summer break was on 19 jully 2009… won a scholar ship for summer course in Netherland was my best achievement this year,,




• August 2009
20 july-15 August my life filled with joy and love. . new experience, new friends, new spirit and surely.. I couldn’t ask for more. When I have arrived back again at Soekarno-Hatta, the happiness didn’t turn off yet. I got two cute lil b-day surprises from my besties .. and I’m so grateful coz I always feel younger when the ages getting older 


• September 2009
The college was complicated. Everything was changed: the rules, the style and the docents became absurd. Some said the new era was brilliant but for me it was not more than a disaster. But whatever it takes.. rules are still rules and show must go on 

This month,, we celebrated Raya at Bali with loves.. and quality time with a whole family never failed me.





• October 2009
Nothing special happened in this month..Until I got an Emergency Call from Bali which said that my papa was at Emergency Room


• November 2009
So sad but true and the hardest thing to do was to say bye, bye to our beloved Papa who took a rest in peace forever.. I never knew I could hurt like this and everyday life goes on like
"If only I could talk to you for awhile",” if only I didn’t leave you alone’ if only.. if only…”
and this moment made me crawling and walling on the ground and grown indeed




• December 2009
The end of this year was the top of my virtual insanity.. addicted in face book, Blogs, chatting rooms and someone came to fill the emptiness of my heart..( thanks sugar) and since this month too I’m supper ready to hit the years with my creativity which has been starting from now.. :D


So.. is there anyone disagree if said my life was full of colours this year?? I bet none of u..

(miss Online)